Sundays

Ellie,
Grrr, why do I get so anxious on Sundays? I don't know if I can hold it together. I've been having a hard time wanting to go today. I've decided to not go and changed my mind about a dozen times. I know i'll end up going because the days I really don't want to go are the days I end up needing it the most. It's just that it seems to be like that every week and it's not getting better. What can I do?
Mom